I couldn’t believe what I saw at the notice board and I had to check it again. Really…………? After everything that I put in? It’s like, pushing the fact that ‘Life is Unfair’ right smack in my face. This is not chance, this is not a game. This is something I worked really hard for. And I can confidently say I worked really really hard. But the success is harvested by the people who slack. After seeing the grades, I can’t help but yearn for solitary and walked away from them. It’s like a big slap across my face. It’s heartbreakingly, jerkingly painful.
But the result is final. I can never do anything about it anymore. Cest la vie, I guess?
Other than my family, D, and maybe shir, no one, NO ONE will ever know or see how much is put into this. The video. Everything else. Just a look at the grade and they’ll say ‘meh’ and move on.
But through this, you showed me how much you care for me. It’s really selfless. I hope I can do the same too.
Keep calm and have faith x
